January 24, 2011

Coffee Thought : Do you [even] like love?

11 hours ago..

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable...

It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up..

You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you..

.. then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life..

.. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it..

.. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore..

.. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you..

.. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness..

.. so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart

It hurts. 
Not just in the imagination. 
Not just in the mind. 
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. 

I Hate Love.

" That was from @neilhimself, The Sandman no. 65. ... " as @Radityadika tweeted 11 hours ago.

... Then i could shut my eyes ...

illustration pic is taken from : http://vi.sualize.us/view/jenlai/3dee0032c0201d57c658d24699036466/


  1. heheheh engga, ini bagus aja kata2nya.. penulisannya hehehe, genius ;)

  2. Ehm ehm ehm *nangis di pojokan*